The past month had been a little of a turmoil for me... The happenings have not been favorable, especially the exam i wrote... I had put in a lot into the exam, but the end result was not that favorable... it was just plain ok, not great... even the not so worthy people or the people with average prep also have been churning out massive scores... its not that i am not intelligent and not that i didn't do the necessary things for the exam, its just something went wrong...something which i cant explain... when the questions arises, when everyone has been doing it, what happened to me, it pricks...
everyone says that there has to be some element of luck in any exam we take... but what defines luck that day...i used to believe that the things that we done earlier and the help we offer and the remaining good things that we do, sum up and help us out in the most crucial part of our life, for us which is our exams... if our prep takes the score to some level, its the luck factor, which determines the remaining score that we get... probably i was wrong...
so the question is 'what is this LUCK???' and 'what determines this LUCK???' these things have been running through my head...
but i have decided on few things... there is nothing called luck... nothing determines it... doing good things, hoping that they will come back and help u out in crucial time is bullshit.. there is nothing like that... live life like it comes... 'its good to be bad seems to be the mantra of the day'... being selfish, thinking about yourself really pays out... in this world u are alone and will have to fight out things alone... and doing things i feel wont fetch u anything...
everyday is a new game and yesterday is past... never think about the past, it has nothing to do with the things in the present nor in the future...
so its time to rise and time to shine... to put behind all these blind beliefs and move ahead... time to fight out this big bad world...
